i had a feeling then lost it a sense of meaning exhausted my eyes are tired from trying to find an answer anywhere and i keep caring less and less and i keep thinking less and less about the future and purpose
‘Cause this is all I’ve ever wanted my life to be and I push everything I’ve ever loved away to keep myself from sinking. If I find the bad in everything, I can never be attached.
I’m trying to find a balance, trying to find my way, and every choice I’ve ever made brings me anywhere but home. But I’ve welcomed sacrifice with open arms, and I will never regret my decision. This is the only thing I have worth holding on to. This is the only thing that makes me feel alive.
I’ve simply been searching for the right place to rest my head. I’m searching for common ground between all that I am, and all that you need me to be.